Well, I am in a depressive swing at the moment. Right now I would like to make it clear I do not suffer from clinical depression (or so the doctors said 4 months ago) therefore I am not on medicine and I believe it is more situational and weather related.
The only reason I feel as though I should try to vent about this is this is the first time the depression swing has affected me everywhere. Usually I can control it until I get home from work or away from friends. Well, it is not going away this time.
What is extremely upsetting is I am use to work in residential mental treatment homes or a mental hospital, where it was welcomed to open up and share how you are feeling. I am now a teacher and this is just not an acceptable thing to do to your students in the school setting. I am not mad, it is my own standard that I shouldnt do it, but I think that is whats making it worse..
Even with some sun out today, it was horrible. I can not imagine what is contributing to my sadness. Why am I sad?
I enjoy the students I am around most of my time, I just got married to someone I have been utterly in love with for 3 years, I believe I am successful at my job, and I still have time to play WOW and watch Seinfeld... what the hell is my problem....
Friday, January 16, 2009
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